sometimes a small child can brighten the day, just when we go to bed depressed and she asks what's wrong and you answer "nothing" and tells a playful little words "whatever it is, it doesn't matter because you don't have to be sad you are older and you do what you want I can't do that, dressing by myself, decide things by myself, and I can't go to the bathroom alone! "and runs off. You laugh and say to yourself "I wish to be as innocent as you"